Honkwomp

     Just a weekend and two days.  Will love bloom or wither?  Soon I will get a feel for the answer.  One day I will look back and remember these times.  The divorce will always suck. ...

     Today I got served the papers finally.  Been waiting for them, but still it feels odd.  Court date is 27 August, and as I understand Kansas law, that will be the day I am single again.  ...

My status has not changed much since my last entry.  I still have some regrets about my lost marriage.  It just seems that somehow we might have figured out something.        STBX wrote me...

I will give you my hand and take yours, and I will do so without hesitation or doubt.I will kiss your lips and feel the passion and the love and be filled with your sweetnessI will hold you close to...

Just a quick note that things are still going along okay.  My cellulitus and my diverticulosis hit me at the same time so I am a bit down, but doing excellent overall.North Carolina sweety still...

Let me preface that i am not a lazy dog...  My STBX does the lawn and I do the dishes.. Today when I got home, my STBX was doing the lawn.  I went outside, grabbed a chair and just watched her...

My days feel good, my nights are happy.  Right now, this moment in time is my best moment.  I don't sleep a lot, if I sleep, I might miss another moment of feeling good.   I am lucky, and hope...

From now on, all my entries will be blue. First because I can :)  Second because blue is "her" fave color, and mine too for that matter.Still excited about the upcoming visit to her.  We talk quite...

How can one look forward to the day more than me right now. I have new hope, new anticipation. I know it goes against the grain of psychologists and others, timewise, but this new person in my...

Got very down yesterday and got over it. Needed a boost from stbx cause I did not want to go to my new interest whining. Later, after I was more cheerful, I told my new interest that I had been...

Wow a lot has happened since my last entry I moved on, my wife and I are getting to be okay buddies who happen to share the same living space. That is a long way from just a few weeks ago for me,...

Well the other day my wife finally got it thru my thick head that it is completely over. I got angry and some things were said and done that were cruel enough to make her cry and resent me further. I...

Great day today Daughter and I went shopping together and it was lots of fun. I got kinda bored at the end so I let her go to save a lot and walmart and I went into the shop to pee and IM my friend...

Been a while since I blogged but not really had much to add. I still do not see a way to bring her heart back, so I just keep going on. She is gone for the weekend, visiting her favorite Second Life...

ACK! A whole weekend on dial up internet and no yahoo messenger!! :) I was at my sisters. My sisters Karen, Patty, Mary all have been divorced before and see in me a lot of things that I need to...