Its Sunday morning and once again woke up in a sweat and high anxiety level. She stayed in her room on Second Life till midnight, and had to go to get up at 4:30 am. Laughing and talking and chatting. She has become very protective of her computer now. She always was to a degree but this morning she started to work and then came back just to make sure she was logged out and shut down. I could use some hacking tools and get into it, but I do not see the profit in that, no matter what I might find We had another tense day yesterday. The arguments are more frequent now.

I feel a pretty deep sense of loss right now, but as the day wears on, I should get better. I keep trying to fix things and still have not let it sink in that she does not want to fix anything, she just wants to move on.