Not much to say Think I found a place to live. It's gonna take minimum 3 months to get the deposits and everything together. If I go much past july, she is gonna put the hammer down, I can see it in her eyes.

Once again I drifted back to what went wrong. I am trying to smile at her and be happy around her, but it is hard to do.

made the mistake of looking in at her computer screen when she was in her virtual house. She had a couple of pose balls on the bed If you need to know more, just google Pose balls second life. She does not understand why seeing that upsets me. She has not even waited till I left the house to do that. I got what I deserved I suppose. Just need to not look and try not to care