Today is my first real angry day. Hurt angry. She was very emotional for her, which is very unusual, she can stuff her feelings down deep pretty well. I think that finally all that repressed anger and all that has surfaced.
I am angry because I know that all the things I tolerated, she will not do with someone new. I am angry because I feel like tossed away garbage. I am angry because despite the fact I felt miserable too, I never gave up hope. I wonder if on top of all this, the menopausal emotional roller coaster is happening to her. I wonder if it is part of the reason she decided to be hurt so bad and not try to work it out. She told me last night I make her nervous , angry and anxious. Just being around her does that. Its a shame. It's about the perfect definition of a toxic personality
Got no sleep at all last night, not one wink. 36 hours now with no sleep Gonna get to sleep somehow
I am angry because I know that all the things I tolerated, she will not do with someone new. I am angry because I feel like tossed away garbage. I am angry because despite the fact I felt miserable too, I never gave up hope. I wonder if on top of all this, the menopausal emotional roller coaster is happening to her. I wonder if it is part of the reason she decided to be hurt so bad and not try to work it out. She told me last night I make her nervous , angry and anxious. Just being around her does that. Its a shame. It's about the perfect definition of a toxic personality
Got no sleep at all last night, not one wink. 36 hours now with no sleep Gonna get to sleep somehow
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can\'t u call about the new meds that are not working and see if u can get them changed?? you got to get some sleep!!!
i sure hope that tonight u will be able to rest. I will pray for you hun
I called and we are upping the seroquel Am tempted to add a couple of stiff shots of rum Wife is an rn and she did nto seem to react so I dunno