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- Hi Everyone! I haven't been on here for awhile. Glad to see some regulars and some newbies. I am 17 months gamble free. It hasn't been easy and I have almost relapsed a couple of times. But God is watching out for me and provided an out...
- So I know this person who has a very severe gambling problem but doesn't admit it. However she has banned herself from the casinos in our state. I saw her at a party and it got brought up that I haven't gambled in a year and she said " I...
- Just checking in to say that I did not give into the urge to gamble and it finally went away. Someone said it could be PAWS, post, accute, withdrawl syndrome and I researched that and it makes sense. Knowing there is a reason and that it will go...
- I just keep having these urges, it's not getting better. I feel like I have to gamble, just one time. I know that I can't but I feel that I have to, need to. My daughter, through the result of so many bad choices is very broke and not able to...
- I got through my gambling urges without gambling. Good lesson for me to remember in the future. Thanks for the support. I am glad I came on to share and didn't suffer silently. I love the anology of the flat tires qwit, that's perfect. It...
- Tomorrow will be one year of not gambling. It is not going well right now. I really want to gamble. I have been fighting it for weeks. Really on and off for the whole year. Last night I was having a fight with someone and wanted to just go...
- I just got my 10 month chip. I was clean 19 months, relapsed, gambled for a year almost, pretty much hit rick bottom and quit again, this time for 10 months, almost 11. The second time quitting was so much worse than the first. It is still...
- I am checkeng in I haven't been on for a while. I haven't gambled for 9 months. the first 7 months I had to have no access to money, luckily I had a trustworthy friend who I could confide in who would pay my bills and take over for me. I took my...
- I will try not to make this too long. I was going to private message qwit4good with a lenghty message but I know others might have some good advice. I am an absolute mess. I am glad I haven't gambled or I would be a gambling absolute mess. ...
- Well I have crossed the magic number, 120 days gamble free. Compared to the first time I quit and relapsed after 19 months it was pure hell. I had to give all finances to a friend to hande because I would not stop. No money couldn't gamble,...
- I have tried to post on here several times and I just can barley move my fingers to type. My depression is at an all time high. I hate myself and wish I were dead. I will not kill myself but feel I am resigned to a life of toal misery. I am...
- I was helping at a wedding Saturday and asked the pastor to pray for me, I did not tell her any specifics but yesterday and today I am feeling better. Finally, I hope it lasts. I feel more hopeful, less hateful. My circumstances have not changed...
- I wish I could say I am feeling better but I don't. I in general am not having urges to gamble anymore, but I am so depressed and unhappy and sad. I wake up and the negative self talk starts before I am even out of bed. I am not doing all the...
- My roommate just gave me her two weeks notice last night. I should be happy because I do not like her at all, she is my son in laws mother and I kept her from being homeless 2 years ago when she moved in and then she started paying rent after she...
- Well I am 20 some days gamble free and pretty miserable. To top off the withdrawal of gambling I have severy depression, anxiety, ocd and some psycotic issues. I call it psycotic depression. I have given all of my money to someone so I cannot...