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- Yesterday I made the comment to my boss, jokingly, that I hate to work, and he said well then you better win the lottery, and I said I don't gamble. And he said I like to play the horses I won half of my house playing the horses. Huge trigger, ...
- I can't believe it has been a year already. I am so happy that I made it, I give all the glory to God. It is still a battle at times. I almost gambled on line yesterday and I talked myself out of it and ran out of the house away from my...
- I always want to remember how bad I felt when I was gambling and when I first quit almost a year ago. Sometimes I go back and read my post when I was 13 days clean and miserable. My life was an absolute mess and I could see no way out of it....
- This morning I was fine, happy to not be gambling I even responded to someones post. Thought all the craziness is behind me and boom, it hits me in the face. !0 months since my last bet, but today at work I am thinking I will get off work and...
- Today is my 10 month anniversery for not gambling. I never thought I could say those words. I could not get through the week without gambling, but that was before. This site has been a big help to me, kmowing I am not alone, and that it could be...
- It's Monday again, alway the first and last day of my diet. It is almost bedtime so I have made it through day 1. I am 56, 5 ft 4 in and weigh 241 pounds. I have gained over 100 pounds in 4 years. Stress, medicine, bad eating. I really want to...
- Yesterday started off with a group message about a poker game last night. I have asked these people several times to take me off of this group but I still keep getting the messages. So I had to go through the day ignoring the messages and telling...
- Well this Christmas is a lot different for me this year than last. Last year when I was gambling I had to borrow money to buy gifts and food as I gambled every penny. This year I have money and peace of mind. No more obsessing over when, how and...
- I am 6 months gamble free and it is getting easier for the most part. BUT this weekend I got a group text message followed b several other texts in response inviting me to a poker game on Sunday, I cannot tell you how much stress this caused me. I...
- Well I went back to GA not knowing what to expect from that woman who was so rude to me last week. She was completely different tonight, kind and thoughtful. So maybe she was just having a bad day and I am glad I gave it another chance.
- First I will start off by saying I am over 4 months gamble free. Here is my problem. There is only one GA in my area and every time I go there there is this horrible women there who is very rude to me. When we were going around the room reading...
- Well I visited my daughter again who lives 10 minutes away from a casino, spent 3 days and did not gamble! Yay! I worried all week about it, had a plan with my sponser that I would call her when I left and when I got there and lots of times in...
- well I saw this group from another group. I am 55 years old and 100 pounds overweight. I cook in a bar so I am around bar food all day. We seriously have nothing healthy. I want so bad to lose this weight but I don"t know where to start. I am on...
- Hi. I am new here. I am a 55 year old women and I weigh 240 pounds, that is 100 pounds overweight, which most of I have gained in the last 3 years. I don't know what to do or where to start. I started doing a thirty minute exersize tape 3 weeks...
- I know that is a random amount of days but 90 days sucked but it has been better the last few days. I am not exhausted anymore,i have more energy and a better outlook. I can see a light at the end of the tunnel and even though there are...