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Back from jaunt to Erie with 3 kids. Feeling good. Sunburned. Hopeful. Afraid. Worried. But good. Oldest daughter is still... on my mind,... in my heart... please God, please God, help me to see the...

Wow.  How did I sneak up on the Big Six?  It went fast! I woke up this morning and I went HUH?! WHA?!  How did that happen? Here's how I feel: I made it through the kids' vacation week without...

I'm struggling too. My kids are on vacation this week, with their grandparents, my husband works daylight, and so that leaves me... me and my 4 walls... and my sobriety. I AM A PARTY IN A BOX, I...

Very busy and important... vacation, kids are gone with Grandma, house to myself, keeping busy, on the run, keep running, right... HAR!

Okay, this is from Dr. Wayne Dyer, I took out one of his audio books from the library (nerd), and I, gasp, actually listened to it, and, holy crap, actually LEARNED some stuff! This is awesome: "When...

Sigh. I was a pain in the ass last night. I'm not getting enough sleep. I was mean to my husband.  and then I woke up at 2 a.m. again, and I'm still up, it's 10 a.m. I need more sleep! Grrr... But...

I feel so good. I'm really here. I'm... me.This is really me. 5 months sober, 5 months free of bulimia. I feel free of it. I'm eating like a normal person. Well, like a normal person with a...

Ooooo in the pinnnnkkk...Sunday. Last night, made love with husband. This is noteworthy, as it has been months, MONTHS, has it been 6 or 7 months?! That is insane! My husband is HOT! I am HOT! WHAT...

I'm back from  Girls Only Week At The Beach, Featuring Sand, Surf, and Sangria... (6 "girls" (ages 44-52) in a beach house, a block from the ocean, 3 blocks from the boardwalk and town and the bars...

I woke up this morning and realized, I'M SOBER!!! I feel so good! Monday morning, and I am sober and I didn't do a bunch of stupid shit on the weekend, I didn't say stupid stuff, I didn't embarrass...

Today is gonna be great! I intend to have a great day.

Up and down and down and up and up and down and catastrophe and miracle and catastrophe and miracle... Such is my life. I'm dizzy for all the flipping and flopping.  Prom and graduations and new...