Back from jaunt to Erie with 3 kids. Feeling good. Sunburned. Hopeful. Afraid. Worried. But good. Oldest daughter is still... on my mind,... in my heart... please God, please God, help me to see the way for this child... Help me to guide her. Give me time and patience with her. Help me find my way back to love and trust. Love and trust. Please god in heaven be with my friend, my best friend, as she navigates this terrifying course... please god in heaven be with my friend. Help me to be there for her, help me to say the things she needs to hear, help me to be a good friend, for the first time in my life. Be with her, God, give her strength, and long life. All my love to my daughters, my son, my husband, my friends, God in heaven, give me further strenth in my recovery, be with my mother, give her peace and relief from her pain, help me to be a better daughter, to take burden from her, instead of always putting more on her, help me to be a better sister.. open my ears more than my mouth, God, please help me find peace and acceptance and hope and strength for what lies ahead. I'm not alone.
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