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Why don't they still balance the plates? When's the last time you saw a good old fashioned PLATE SPINNER  on tv? They used to spin the hell outta plates, back in the '60's and '70's, running back...

My parents, sister, and niece are visiting for the weekend. Last night I went into sugar overload, with ice-cream and the big bowl of chocolates and various licorices my mother laid out on the...

I had a so-so day yesterday, spent mostly at the library. Crumply little grinchy-type head-achiness most of the day. Maybe it was eye-strain, that just occured to me. Or maybe it was the vitamins. Or...

I'm a little over a month into recovery now. I wish I could say I feel GREAT. GREAT! How are you? Oh, I'm great, just great.  Grin. Crumble. Cry.  Parts of me ARE great. I'm so relieved to be free...

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feeling good

took me forever to find a color I like here... 

 This past Wednesday morning I found myself standing in the middle of a women's lock-down, residential facility for substance abuse offenders/parole violators...  I felt like that Talking Heads...

I was just sitting here, reliving some past hurts my ED has aimed at me... like ya do... I was thinking about the times I tried to look into my daughter's eyes and appeal to her human side, the times...

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I feel good today. It's even a sorta cloudy rainy day... but I'm just kickin back and enjoying some down time.

 I am hurting so bad this week, my daughter has disassociated from me, I gave become the enemy. I have become the CAUSE of everything bad in her life, instead of the person who stood by and plugged...

fer the number, looking for lucky 500!! Weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!