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Okay it's here! I am completely amazed at how fast it went, it doesn't feel right, it feels like I'm experiencing some sort of time warp that I hear other people talk about and I always thing, yeah,...

Posted in alcoholism forum: It's about loss for all of 2 seconds. Yeah, you lose your little crutch, you lose your "go-to guy", your nasty little "friend". The party's over. Boo. I can romanticize my...

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My 18 yr old daughter hasn't been home since Thursday, this is Sunday. Just wanted to document that.I have my parents. I have Mary. I have my sister. I have Darlene. I have my husband. Franki, Zack,...

When I first started this whole sobriety adventure, I remember getting a few months under my belt, and looking ahead, oh shit, the summer looms ahead of me, how will I do it, sitting poolside, oh the...

Day 313, and I've never felt more at peace. Ever in my life. I've never known peace, since I started chasing the bottle at 14, and eating disorders at 15, I haven't had a single minute that belonged...

Last night, after we got home from the big family dinner at Aunt Pam's, everyone got into their comfy clothes, lounging about, poking through their new Christmas stuff... I finally had time to just...

You can't stop Christmas, can ya? It's gonna come, Thursday night at 8:35 pm, when we light those candles in church, Christmas is gonna wash right on over us, whether we're ready or not... I'm...

I'm afraid to hope... which, my friend Mary,  my Christmas angel Mary, would say, "Never be afraid to have faith that God's plan is manifest in your life..." Mary texts me 30 times a day, and it's...