Patswife

I haven't been here for a while, not am i getting daily posts from DS......not sure why?Our daughter got married last Saturday, everything went well and she was beautiful. My Beloved Pat was so...

I tried to delete a scam type message to me, and think I deleted myself...not myintention!

33 years ago today, I married my best friend. This horrible horrible crappy awful hurtful lonely sad unfair miserable heartbreaking journey I am on is not getting better, in fact I am crying all the...

I'm 61 today and for the last two or more weeks I have been so emotional.Crying at the drop of a hat. A friend casually mentioned Hawaii and I was bawling as the last two times there was with my...

Bit of a mess today. I asked for 11 days off for my daughter's wedding and was refused. I was told I cannot take more than a week, and what gives me the right to think I can take 2 consecutive weeks...

Friday was an emotional day for me, after just over 14 months, I felt at a point where I could gather most of my Beloved Pat's clothes and donate them. Via a dear friend, they have gone to a men's...

My Dad is 96 next month, swims a mile 3 times a week, walks often and far.........and is getting a pacemaker tomorrow morning. I am a basket case. Tough for me to even BE in a hospital. Prayers, good...

A year ago today the world lost a great man, but I lost my best friend.The day is starting out rocky. Need a few groceries as our daughters and their men are coming for dinner. I booked off work...

It is going to be a tough week for me.This Wedesday would have been my nephew's birthday. Tragically he was lost at sea in August while guiding 4 fishermen from the USA. We will honour him by...

As many of you know, our daughter is being married this August.She is really struggling as she is the last to carry her Dad's nameand she is not sure she wants to take her fiance's name. I thinkshe...

I had been searching at home for days for something special to be sewn on the inside of our daughter's wedding dress for her big event this August. It is a little gold pendant my Beloved Pat wore on...

Today our wonderful, talented, successful and sweet daughter is 29.It is also 11 months since my Beloved Pat, her Dad, passed away.A tough day for all of us as last year we were all together for...

I'm not ok, I'm really not. I might look ok, I might sound ok, I go to work, I shop, I cook altho rarely, I wave to my neighbours, but I'm not ok, I'm really not. No one knows how much I cry, no ones...

I am done with this new journey, done, done, done.At 10 1/2 months, I find myself crying more and althocoping, working etc, I am just plain miserable.I WANT MY OLD LIFE BACK AND I WANT IT NOW.No, I...

I have almost made it thru another "first". After a wonderful surprise dinner party last night hosted by my daughters and their spouses, I worked 10 hours today, my actual birthday.The family I was...