Patswife
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- I find I am crying a lot, would rather stay in bed than get up, (but I do get up) and just generally miserable. I am so darn lonely, plus my canine daughter went to be with her Daddy, my Beloved, in November. Is the 5 year mark a milestone of some...
- I am just over 4 years a Widow. The lonliless seems to never go away. I have 2 married daughters living 20 minutes away but I rarely see or hear from them. (They both teach highschool) One is pregnant with her first child. I found out December 24,...
- Damn it all anyway, I am 3 3/4 years on this new journey and I so miss my Beloved Pat's hugs. I spend waaay too much time alone. Anyway a hug to you from me via our computers. Hugs, Wendy
- I saw a fellow today, he is a Member of Parliament, at a picnic, re-introduced myself as it had been a while. He actually came to our 30th wedding celebration and to Pat's Celebration of Life...I said I'm Wendy xxxxx, Pat's widow. That is the first...
- July 1, 1978 I married my Beloved Pat. It has been twenty seven months since he passed away and some days I think I am going to carry on, others, not so sure. To those of you just starting this horrible journey, please take one day at a time,...
- I am sad because I cannot open any messages to me. I cannot contact DS because the screen stays blank. I cannot reply to anyone. The date today is March 5, my daily DS email is always a day behind. It was fixed once but back to the old date. I am...
- Sometimes I just need a hug, a real good squeezy hug. I am so lucky to have great neighbours and they give good hugs...when I see them. My Dad, 96, is having health issues, I need a REAL hug now!!! I know you can't give me one, but just needed to...
- I am sitting, crying, reading posts and wondering how my trusty little laptop has made it thru with all the tears I drop on it. I know for sure I keep the kleenex companies in business! Hugs, Wendy
- I am honestly not ignoring your posts and journal entries, but I am not able to read ore or respond. I have contacted DS and I hope this will be fixed soon, it has been weeks now. I am thinking of you all tho. Hugs, Wendy
- No snow, nice and green (yay) but rainy. Thank you to all of my DS Family, with your help, I have made it thru 20 months without my Beloved Pat. Not easy, never easy, but one day at a time....eh? Hugs, Wendy
- I tried to respond to those of you that commented on my post but I was not able to. I tried to go back and comment on my original post, and it was gone. I know DS is trying hard to fix whatever is wrong, but I didn't want people to think I was...
- ...........want to start writing some Christmas cards tomorrow and ended up in tears. I may look "ok" on the outside but still have so many low days. I am in my 20th month now without my Beloved Pat. Some days it all just comes rushing back. The...
- to all my Canadian buddies on DS. I think it is a good thing I am working today. Did see my entire family for dinner Saturday, including my 96 year old Dad! Hugs, Wendy
- I am 17 months in and the lonliness is overwhelming. One daughter lives 10 minutes away, I have seen her 8 times this year. Yes, she is busy, she will be a High School teacher in 3 more weeks. Other daughter is 30 minutes away and being married...
- Why is it that I am crying all the time NOW.....anything can set me off. Our daughter is being married next month and my Dad, 96, is walking her down the aisle. Could this be in the back of my mind? Blinds are closed, I really don't want to see the...