A Message From Cara
Woke up tonight wondering what direction Cara was facing when the car hit her. Wondering if she was feeling so sad that she stepped out in front of the car on purpose. I was distraught and got up to try to wake up and get that out of my head but couldn't so I started writing about it for my God Box... I had only written a couple of words before suddenly Cara was inside my head saying, "I did not commit suicide." I wondered if it was me wanting to hear that and Cara just kept repeating herself, and then I could see her image and I held her and I told her I loved her and I missed her and she told me she loved me. I told her I was so sad and I asked her if she missed us and was sad and she told me she couldn't say that she did or was because she was in heaven and its a wonderful place. Am I telling myself these things. I don't think so. You would have to be inside my head like Cara is to see how insistent she gets when I question what I'm hearing and seeing.
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noone can know for sure but i have had similar experiences and i beleive it is them....she must of been putting ur mind at ease so u could sleep
I believe it, sometimes I feel Johns arms around me and it warms me, it is a wonderful feeling. I too wonder at times if it is my mind fooling me, but then I realize how real the feel of him is, and I know it is him. Love you, Kat (((((HUGS)))))
hugs..joey talks to me all the time..what johns mom said but i know its true, been working with people showing me ways to open to it, tools to help me keep my heart open and get out of my \'head\'..oh carasmom, its not in your head, its all real when she talks to you ..hugs