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Holá.I'm feeling lonely and I am alone. but still I can see the good things in life, or at least, I'm open to see them. I'm open for life to show me how magical it can be when you're with the right...

I know it is absurd feeling like this and I always get down whenever I see him or hear about him. so why do I keep wanting it? trust your feelings S. trust what you feel. if it was good you would...

Okay I need to write!I've seen him today and I tried to act nonchalant. I went there(I kinda had to, I was waiting for the class to open its doors and he said you wanna sit?) so I did and he asked...

I feel sad.I feel sad at myself and I'm afraid I won't feel like I'm loved. That I won't feel that conection again. I feel sad because sadness fills me whenever I think about you. Do you think that...

It's been 50 days since we last talked.A common friend came to visit and I ended up going to have coffee with them. he will go make a tattoo this Friday, the one I was supposed to go with him? he'll...

I'm writing this journal because I think it is good for me, it makes me calmer.Yesterday I've watched the movie The Secret. It says that we are what we think and lately this past year my thinking...

42 days.He changed his picture to one that he sent me from one of his trips.I think that he had other girls after me, I don't know if he still likes me but I do believe that he had others. Why do I...

 Hello, it’s been 41 days since I’ve last properly talked to him, or initiated contact.I’ve reached out for help and my parents came with me to a psichiatrist(am I saying it right?) and she...

he died. the man I loved and miss, he died.I look at him and all I see is its shell. it's his body but it's not him. he's not there. that boy that looked at me with those bright eyes  it's not...

32 days since I've talked to him.. I still long for him... here goes nothing..

Its been 29 days since we last talked..I can't believe that you gave up on me. it's still weird for me to admit it, to believe it. My bearded teddy bear... how I loved spending hours touching your...

Hello..I am writting because I am trembling.. It's been 28 days since I've last talked to him.. I havent' seen him much these days, I've been in practical classes.People..I miss him. I wonder how he...

I’ve seen my ex today.. after and exam.. the person I was talking to started talking to him so I had to talk to him to not look impolite.. I miss him so much.. He asked me about my exam and I said...

Hello guys, it’s been 22 days since I’ve initiated contact, yesterday friend was going through my phone and she called him by mistake.. in my mind I said nope, I won’t answer if he tells me...

Hello, 21 days without talking...I'm feeling sick again (yay immunologic system) I think that it is related to the heartaches and the stress.I'm just... numb I guess? maybe that's a sign that all...