I'm writing this journal because I think it is good for me, it makes me calmer.
Yesterday I've watched the movie The Secret. It says that we are what we think and lately this past year my thinking hasn't been that good so maybe my year was bad due to my mood?
I could say that I will change my thought process but u won't lie. I will try to keep my mind busy and my mood up even if I don't feel that we'll. Ilk try to give value to the hood things in life. FOR example, today is a sunny day. we usually associate having more to more happiness bit what if things aren't falling apart? they are just falling into place? My main goal in life isn't to have a boyfriend, it isn't to depend on someone. I want to be independent. not married up.
I'm a strong woman, I'm kind and I'll be okay. I'm just regaining strength so I can really come back.
My goals are: My degree. Feel good in my own skin. Make people happy. and most important( and in this part I'll need some self debate that I'm not being selfish) Make myself happy because I'm the one that's responsible for that. not anyone else.