Hello, 21 days without talking...
I'm feeling sick again (yay immunologic system) I think that it is related to the heartaches and the stress.
I'm just... numb I guess? maybe that's a sign that all this is fading away? I think that I'm a little scared because It's been so much time since I've been all by myself without having to expect things from someone else (even when he disappointed me) that I'm having a hard time to accept it all.
The stress levels are decreasing and I don't know what to do.I think that I'm going through the sad phase... I don't even fight it anymore. I'm simply disapointed.