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- It's been quite a while since I posted. I have a new laptop and I'm on it almost constantly. I moved to another group home, and I love it after a period of adjustment. I spend my days mostly online,jamming on YouTube among other things.My diagnosis...
- So bottom line, I had 2 recent hospitalizations, expressly for the purpose of tweaking my medications. When I say I've tried everything, I kid you not, I have. Not doing well, after all that. My caregiver (I live in a group home) got me in to see my...
- I'm learning many things as I experiment with prayer. I pray what I call "Even If" prayers, meaning that I will love the Lord and serve Him even if He doesn't answer me in a way I expected.
- I was in the hospital for 6 days recently, following a psychotic break. Technically my diagnosis is schizoaffective disorder, bipolar 1 type, but I hope it's OK if I stay in this group.I take Celexa, Lamictal, Clozaril, Zyprexa, and Ativan. I seem...
- I just had to re-write this because my computer froze up. The long and the short of it is that I haven't been doing any better, even after numerous desperate measures, so I'm considering going to the state hospital. I have thoughts of self-harm...
- I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster. Every other day is a bad day. The good thing about it is that, when a good day follows as it invariably does, I can never remember what made them bad days LOL. Amnesia is definitely a plus here. :)Just had a med...
- I live in a personal care home because I have a severe mental illness (it's controlled by medication). The home is owned by a young couple, with a staff of five and sixteen of us residents. One member of the staff has me almost paralyzed by fear....
- So I spent the better part of 2 months in hospital, trying to get my meds right. Was discharged at the beginning of March, and I have to be honest, I'm still not OK.I moved back here to be close to my family, but that hasn't worked out (I'll spare...
- help please
- I've been out of the hospital for a week, and my symptoms are becoming unbearable again. I've been hearing voices for the past 2 days, telling me I'm worthless and to cut myself. It's not that I really want to cut myself, but who wants to listen to...
- I just got home after spending almost the whole month of January in the hospital. What's been going on now is I don't hear voices as much, but I do have racing thoughts and delusions.One of my closest friends once asked me, "Do you know when you're...
- Several months ago, I was hearing voices, something that hadn't happened for a while. So my pdoc increased my Clozaril, but that didn't help. I'd been prescribed Ativan prn for anxiety, tried it one day and discovered that it made the voices...
- I'm writing to ask for prayer for generalized anxiety disorder. Ever since I was a little girl, I've been afraid of pretty much everything and everyone. As an adult, I went for counseling, but unlike the movies, there was never any dramatic...
- So I had to go in the hospital because of depression so severe I was having suicidal thoughts, hearing voices telling me to hurt or kill myself. I had been going to a PA and tdoc some distance from home, but I was unhappy with both of them, but...
- ...for my Sis Shirley and her hubby, Jack. Both suffer from arthritis and can barely walk (they are elderly). Please pray for salvation for both of them as well as healing. Both are very dear to me and I pray for them a lot. Thank you.