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I just got out of the hospital 2 days ago, and already I'm having problems. The voices had left me right after I entered the hospital, and I thought I wouldn't have to worry about them until last...

I just got out of the hospital a couple of days ago. I've been experiencing auditory hallucinations off and on since I was four years old. I'm currently on two antipsychotic medicines, Clozapine and...

So after being disabled by severe bipolar disorder for 25 years, I'm thinking of re-entering the workforce. For 8 yrs. I've lived in a personal care home. Sometimes I think about moving because it's...

I was just worrying about whether I'm getting manic, til I remembered Jesus said never to worry. I haven't been getting much sleep lately because I've been spending a lot of time in prayer during the...

Today I made a huge mistake: I tried fasting lunch. This was a nightmare of a day,and I'm still trying to recover. I prayed about fasting just the one meal. For breakfast I had a bagel with butter...

Father,I miss having a human being I can really talk to. I know You want me to always be talking with You and the uppermost thing on my mind,is getting back to church. I'm thinking of going back to...

That's what my sister Shirley always says if I confess to her that I'm having thoughts of self-harm. I've written a lot about Shirley (in the diary I had with an account which i later closed,and in...

Today is the day I see "Ken",my tdoc. I haven't seen him for 2 weeks and it's been a very difficult time. I know that God wants to make me so I depend on Him alone instead of running to people all...

I slept late this morning and took a walk in the late afternoon,so that probably energized me. I fed the cats as usual today, "Whitey" disappeared but the other three are still there. I buy Sheba cat...

I was trying to remember why I didn't go to church again today. It wasn't because I overslept. I was just sitting here at my desk,enjoying my coffee and studying the Bible (not necessarily in that...

I feel really bad about some things that happened today. I don't know why I can't realize that I need church,there's no excuse for not going. I guess maybe I didn't go today because I went to a "holy...

I'm thinking of going to a new church tomorrow morning. Well, I'm familiar with the denomination,but I mean that for me the congregation will be new. That's IF I decide to go.They shut the furnace...

Dear Ron,It's hard to know where to begin. You and I have already discussed the seemingly endless cycle here. "Arlene" comes in and works her two days,and inevitably says something that upsets me,and...

...so it's Easter Sunday evening. I'm having a difficult time,but I don't want to lapse into self-pity. No matter what happens,I'll always be exceedingly grateful to God for everything He has done...

I finally decided I was ready to go to church again,so I chose the white church around the corner,the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ). I love the relaxed atmosphere there,and bonding with...