I am so fucking over it!
So , the spotting is back.
I got my beta results yesterday and it came back at 12000 so it has continued to double as normal.
I freaked out and caved and went into work for a sneaky scan today....Because I am only 5 weeks, 5 days, we couldn't see a heartbeat however, everything else looked and measured normal. There was no evidence of bleeding in the uterus so that's also a good thing.
My colleague who did the scan actually looked at the probe after the internal and told me that was minimal spotting. I have to agree, If I wasn't wearing a liner today, then I probably would not have noticed.
I am on progesterone pessaries as well and I have read that can sometimes cause bleeding and irritation in the vagina. So...I don't know.
I am so sick of stressing out, because it doesn't help anything at all.
I am going back for another scan on Friday and then again on Tuesday so hopefully we will have some answers by then. I guess for all intents and purposes, I have to pretend the spotting didn't happen. SO much harder said than done.
Once again, I am asking the universe to send positive vibes this way.
I got my beta results yesterday and it came back at 12000 so it has continued to double as normal.
I freaked out and caved and went into work for a sneaky scan today....Because I am only 5 weeks, 5 days, we couldn't see a heartbeat however, everything else looked and measured normal. There was no evidence of bleeding in the uterus so that's also a good thing.
My colleague who did the scan actually looked at the probe after the internal and told me that was minimal spotting. I have to agree, If I wasn't wearing a liner today, then I probably would not have noticed.
I am on progesterone pessaries as well and I have read that can sometimes cause bleeding and irritation in the vagina. So...I don't know.
I am so sick of stressing out, because it doesn't help anything at all.
I am going back for another scan on Friday and then again on Tuesday so hopefully we will have some answers by then. I guess for all intents and purposes, I have to pretend the spotting didn't happen. SO much harder said than done.
Once again, I am asking the universe to send positive vibes this way.
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I totally understand why you feel this way, but please don\'t stress out. You are not bleeding that much, in fact, that amount sounds normal.
If you need help, there are so meditation downloads to relax and take away the stress, for example, cicle of bloom for pregnancy. I am using several kinds of hypnosis/relaxation programs and they helps a lot. I have been under a lot of stress TTC and it makes a huge difference for me. Good luck on Friday! Sending positive vibes your way.