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New job, not good, but went for a slightly better one. Money though is hugely tight right now and I am very depressed about that. Job is not one that I want or feel honored to have, so in spite of...

Ok folks, I have started a new job and while not the total best in terms of $$ it is better than zero and the firm is far far far more professional than the place I departed. One day does not...

Update - just did reconnect, my sister sent me an email with pictures. One long story closed. Feels darn good.

Tuesday Morning: Odd, just worried all of the time now, waiting for something in the works to surface. Promises made but all stalled. Getting stressed seems to be a part of the daily routine now. ...

Sunday Afternoon - tense and nervous, doubt I can win over Unemployment but getting a bit more income on Monday at my old employer. Still, I am horribly mindful of my available cash reserve and...

Saturday Afternoon - unemployoment benefits are denied, I owe the state $607 back and do not have it, credit cards are coming after me and I am now back to where I was on 11/11 when I joined this...

Saturday morning: I hate banks, the take money out of an account in a heartbeat and take 3 or 4 days to put it into an account. Incredible. I made consulting income yesterday and put the check in,...

Cash is now a big worry, for my wife's paycheck was less than advertised, so she is stressed and depressed, as am I to a degree. Tomorrow I see about outside support for my old employer, which...

Well, had some justification for feeling good. The job for Morgan came through, not at a great salary but it is there. And the chance to do outside consulting for Aon group (my old employer of...

MAYBE a good job, the interview with Morgan Stanley went very good, so keeping fingers crossed, and updating feeling two levels to appease the fates.

Post Holiday depression. But tomorrow and Friday I have interviews. Unemployment is a battle and my ex-employer is making life hell on that front. So I have yea many $$ right now and am taking...

Wednesday, a week later. A dolesome day and watching unemployment with a keen eye. As my last depression group posed, I was feeling poor again (still am) but my point about being or feeling as...

WEDNESDAY - Phone interview with Amtrak in 10 minutes, and on Friday a for real interview in NYCity. Keeping fingers crossed big time.

Sunday Night: Attitude is much improved, and have an interview tomorrow in the city (one hopes for good stuff there). Worked on several projects, one of them made money over the weekend and even saw...

Thursday - Well, the journal entries are a bit fewer, and I have a one week temp job, that will be long on hours and coffee. Money remains tight and stress has returned with a bang tonight, so the...