Gizziesmom

I found your little hat today  sitting in the basket on top of the frig, my hand just froze and as much as I wanted to pick it up and hold it to my nose I just couldnt do it, I loved seeing you in...

I'm so glad , sorry to say it but I am, that the holidays are over, hasnt been the best year, when I lost my Giz that thru my life upside down, I was always ready for Christmas, then my Keegan took a...

Day 6 no power no water no shower hot coffee would be nice, we got a generator yesterday, am ok with hub here but am afraid of it when alone, a lot of admits at hospital because of carbon monoxide...

Its almost Christmas and I was someone that enjoyed it more than the average person, I could listen to xmas music all year , put my tree up at seeing one flake, have had it up in October !Once in...

I am just so unhappy right now, I cant stand being here, I could just run and keep running, where would I go, I dont know,I dont care about anything right now, how'd I get where I am today..Today I...

May the winds of love blow softly,And whisper so you'll hear,We will always love and miss you GizzieAnd wish that you were here. Hope is the thing with feathers,That perches in our soul,And sings...

 I bless the day I met you And I thank God that He let you Lay beside me for a moment that lives on And the good news is I'm better For the time we spent together And the bad news is you're gone...

I feel I will never find me, I am lost , My Giz took the best of me with him, where am I ? So quick with a smile, a helping hand..with a kind word, who loves working with the elderly, being around...

shitty day shitty life, today I just cant ..I dont even know what the hell I'm trying to say,the past two days have been bad, had a long rough day at the doctors wednesday and well thurs wasnt good...

Funny how your emotions work...When I sit here alone and its quiet  my mind just starts working and not in a good way,I always go back to the last night with my Giz and that next morning and god I...

 I thought things were getting a little bit easier but what a roller coaster of emotions, I feel like I did when Giz first passed, it may be my own fault . First I changed my vanity plate and have...

I loaded new pics today and just looking at the pics hurts, I miss you so much my Gizzie, I see that little face and long to kiss that little head,I remember the last time I held you, for hours even...

my life has changed so much since I lost my baby..reality is setting in and I look at my life and now wonder just what the hell I'm doing...I am not happy..I'll be honest sometimes I have wondered...

I'm hating myself and life right now..I'd like to run away from me and my life but the memories will follow.I did get a new pup for my Keegan and hes coming along..played for the past two days,...

I miss you honey, I'm missing me too, because when you left me you took part of me with you.You took away my sunshine, my reason to live..I cry for you daily and feel I have no more love to give. I'm...