Gizziesmom

Come to me My Angel Come to me while I sleep Come to me My Angel Not just when I weep Lets run in fields together Lets soak up the sun Come to me My Angel And together we will run We’ll laugh and...

Trying but seems to be a lost cause...Today I recieved the memorial stone with my babys name on it and I placed it in his garden..I go and talk to a damn garden..yes my babys buried there but I tend...

Friday night..two weeks since I last saw you ..I'm living with the "if onlys " tonite..I just went out on the deck to make sure your lights were on...Whenever I would go out on the deck at night and...

Another day and I am even emptier than I was yesterday...I think I will become so empty I will become one big hole that will swallow myself up,,,sounds crazy but I dont think it could get any worse...

I asked my baby boy for a sign that he forgives me then I am hoping I can get the strength to eat.Hes in a beautiful garden with so many flowers and lights to keep him safe.I asked him to send me a...

back to work a few days..there I can forget for a bit..when I left this morning I felt empty and driving home the tears came again..I am not crazy but I started saying my Giz's name out loud I needed...

Today I just feel empty..still no food I just cant this warped sick disease that I have has kicked in and my mind tells me one thing but my body does another.Call someone for help ..all the...

My husband had to go to work and I sit here I cant function eat sleep no matter I look at my babys resting place and think I caused this I did this how can he be resting look at what his mommy did...

I just cant do this..I cant handle life right now without my baby...its killing me what' I've done

I lost my Keegan April 4th at 5:50 pm, hes the reason I havent been here, I had to  spend all my time with him, I'm not ready for this,

I would give a limb  to hold you for just one minute my MoMo, Todays been a rough one for me , everydays tough but its been two years since you kissed your mom, I look out and see where you lay, all...

Please if any of you respond to my journal entry just type in Hi hope alls well something like that , when I see your name I will come on and send you a message to let you know whats happening, when...

I am so lost, I feel trapped and I am ..I can leave with no problem, but I cant leave my boys, I left one marriage and my two dogs, and here I am with two more babies, how can I do that to them ?...

Been so long since I wrote, I think I've avoided doing so and coming here because I wanted to avoid the tears, seems when I come here and write, read posts or recieve kind words and support which...