Shitty Day.............

shitty day shitty life, today I just cant ..I dont even know what the hell I'm trying to say,the past two days have been bad, had a long rough day at the doctors wednesday and well thurs wasnt good news with my results but right now I just dont care.. I'm glad I have my two babies here with me , I am grateful for them, the support I get here or should say lack of is typical, for some reason driving home this am I had a flashback of that morning I found my Giz, how he felt when I touched him, how he looked and I just lost it, seems that set the mood for the day...I just get quiet but things have been bothering me lately, things in my life. People in my life..If everyone in my life had 4 legs life would be terrific, I'm tired stressed feeling taken for granted BIG TIME !! I have totally had it