Gizziesmom

Been so long since I've been here , and still not a day goes by that I don't think of my giz and Keegan, I won't ever recover from the loss of them, I thought it would get better , in some ways it...

I'm not the same person I was when I had my Gizzie and what little I had leFt in me died when Keegan did, my marriage is pretty much over, still live together, that's it, life is horrible right now

I lost my Keegan April 4th at 5:50 pm, hes the reason I havent been here, I had to  spend all my time with him, I'm not ready for this,

I would give a limb  to hold you for just one minute my MoMo, Todays been a rough one for me , everydays tough but its been two years since you kissed your mom, I look out and see where you lay, all...

Please if any of you respond to my journal entry just type in Hi hope alls well something like that , when I see your name I will come on and send you a message to let you know whats happening, when...

I am so lost, I feel trapped and I am ..I can leave with no problem, but I cant leave my boys, I left one marriage and my two dogs, and here I am with two more babies, how can I do that to them ?...

Been so long since I wrote, I think I've avoided doing so and coming here because I wanted to avoid the tears, seems when I come here and write, read posts or recieve kind words and support which...

Its spring my baby boy and I can finally get to you...I thank you for the gift you gave me this winter...so much snow and I couldnt get to you to change the batteries in the solar lights and that...

I found your little hat today  sitting in the basket on top of the frig, my hand just froze and as much as I wanted to pick it up and hold it to my nose I just couldnt do it, I loved seeing you in...

I lost my Keegan April 4th at 5:50 pm, hes the reason I havent been here, I had to  spend all my time with him, I'm not ready for this,

I would give a limb  to hold you for just one minute my MoMo, Todays been a rough one for me , everydays tough but its been two years since you kissed your mom, I look out and see where you lay, all...

Please if any of you respond to my journal entry just type in Hi hope alls well something like that , when I see your name I will come on and send you a message to let you know whats happening, when...

I am so lost, I feel trapped and I am ..I can leave with no problem, but I cant leave my boys, I left one marriage and my two dogs, and here I am with two more babies, how can I do that to them ?...

Been so long since I wrote, I think I've avoided doing so and coming here because I wanted to avoid the tears, seems when I come here and write, read posts or recieve kind words and support which...

Its spring my baby boy and I can finally get to you...I thank you for the gift you gave me this winter...so much snow and I couldnt get to you to change the batteries in the solar lights and that...