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- its 2 years today that I killed my Giz, I can plant flowers have lights surrounding him, bird bath, bird houses , weed all I want yes its beautiful where he lays but it doesnt change the uglyness of what I did or should have done, I didnt take him...
- My heart is breaking, My Keeg was diagnosed with heart failure, hes only 9 he is my gizzies brother who I lost almost 2 years ago, hes on meds to get rid of fluid in his lungs which is working and one for blood pressure, hes eating playing, but I'm...
- Keegan is doing better, I stayed home with him two nights ( night shift at the hospital) On Wed nite he had his last seizure, all night I kept him calm, carried him where he wanted to go,I had to go to work last night and I was so sick about it,...
- Please pray for my keegan, he started having some spells today, falling over gasping for air , its horrible , I just started screaming his name and shaking him , visions of my Giz's last day, I rushed him to the vets, possible heart problems, fluid...
- Been awhile since I've been here, this June will be two years since I lost my Giz , each day as I walk where I laid him to rest, I feel the guilt and the pain of life without him , does it get easier, no, am I who I was before that day , no , will I...
- A Parting Prayer Dear Lord, please open your gatesand call St. Francisto come escort this beloved companionacross the Rainbow Bridge.Assign him to a place of honor,for he has been a faithful servantand has always done his best to please me.Bless the...
- May I Go Now? I can only hope this will give a little comfort May I go now? Do you think the time is right? May I say goodbye to pain filled days and endless lonely nights? I've lived my life and done my best, an example tried to be. So can I take...
- May I Go Now?May I go now?Do you think the time is right?May I say goodbye to pain filled daysand endless lonely nights?I've lived my life and done my best,an example tried to be.So can I take that step beyondand set my spirit free?I didn't want to...
- I Stood By Your Bed Last Night I stood by your bed last night, I came to have a peepI could see that you were crying, you found it hard to sleep.I whined to you softly as you brushed away a tear,"It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm...
- Thank you all for your kind messages, prayers and concern for my Keegan, I'm overwhelmed at your kindness, you made me cry but theyre good tears for a change..Keegan is still at the hospital and doing good, they say he could come home tomorrow, I...
- Keegan had surgury Monday went well he's in stable condition, He cant come home possibly til wednesday, his surgury was a very difficult one and the only specialist is in another town, thank god they have power, we still dont but yesterday we got a...
- Most of you know me and that I lost my babyboy Giz in June well My keegan is in surgery at this very moment and I am freaking out waiting, he wasnt himself yesterday whimpering when he tried to pee and the other ...I knew I was going to have to take...
- I am so SICK of us bailing these corporations out !!! Who'll bail me out if I should lose everything ??? I think those bastards at AIG that went on vacation after they were bailed out should HAVE to pay that money back that they spent to go , wasnt...
- Its getting colder now and I hate it..Its like June 7th all over again. Way before I lost my Giz I would say to my husband I didnt know what I'd do if I lost one of my boys and had to bury them in the backyard, he'd tell me not to think about things...
- I know it seems as if we areA million miles apartBut my memories live within youThey stay deep within your heartIf you listen very closelyTo the rustle of the treesYou'll hear the echo of meFloating down among the leavesAnd as the sun shines...