gimmestrength2008

waiting for my s,. worker to take me for a ct scan of my thought, don't know what kind of test it will be and i'mj alitle scared. had to get up super early and i am a mess. have a doc apt tommorow...

Another day of waking up stupid early, Sleep too much in the day and not really at night. I'm flip floped on my sleeping again. So nothing on tv except on the old game show channel, watching the...

OK i guess it will let me make a journal toeday let's hope, wouldn't last night. We are going to have an ice storm here, i have much anxiaty about it. One of my many phobieas is storm's, esspecially...

Well i only slept till now and i took all my med's. So i thought i would journal about it. i found the movie Stir crazy is on so i am watching it while i journal. Ilove that movie. Guess i took my...

hELO, i just got back from b.f. house. spent the new years eve ad a few other day's there, now i'm home. Went to the doc today, gained 12 lb's over the holiday's. tv boring trying to find domething...

So here i am again. slept most of the day again. I think i am really boring now, almost time to wean off my zombie med and i am terrified. been on it over a yr and am totally addicted. Just took the...

OK my last journal cut me off in the middle. Really don't have much more to say, but hey, i wasn't done.I am so boring now day's. Don't think much is funny anymore. OK now that's all i got for now....

OK cold again. alway's cold. Did make it out of the apt tonighht for cig's and food.                                        Hug's

Well, it's the day after Christmas and all threw the house, i did nothing. Tired from going to my wonderfull family's yesterday. Ate so much, didn't know i could eat that much. Made myself sick and...

Hello DS peep's Wanted to wish you all a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. 

Another Sat morning. I alway's get up very early on the weekend. It did the freazing rain here last night evedintly. Supposed to snow here i think tonight. I'm not getting out in this no matter what....

Well i slept all day again today. My wonderfull sis did my dishes for me today. That was so sweet. Did nothing today. going to the doc on Wed and going to tell her abeout gettting off this terrible...

Well, it's nice to be back on here. If this journal thing works for me. I am very confused by this new way to do things. I fear change it's beeen over a year sencde i started the new med seriqiul and...

OK i got the first test, thanks to annie, thank you still am very confused by all this change. i fear change. so here we go again. Up at 5 a.m. and thought, ive got a computer now. woo hoo. OK if...

Well, i don't like this. it's all differernt on here now. Ok here goes nothing prob.....