So boring Thurs still eve

So here i am again. slept most of the day again. I think i am really boring now, almost time to wean off my zombie med and i am terrified. been on it over a yr and am totally addicted. Just took the med, been board but not doing anything for a while. Don't like to be around other people, eat way too much blaa blaa blaa. even my journals are boring me. The groups seem to be fizzling out. Going to try and find something on Netflix, i just ca't make any decisions on my own any more. Anyone have any suggeston's?  smoking like a feend, etc... OK i am going to go i'm boring myself. back later if i can type ok. 

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