gimmestrength2008

Well, what kind of hell is this now. I know i have an old computer, but i cannot retrieve my email's from My yahoo. Don't know what or if my son can fix this. I do use the mail feature. I know...

Trying so hard to think postive, paid all that money to the electric co today. Now i am really broke. Making coffee at 9.15 p.m. My day's and night's are so messed up. Got up about 10.30 this...

Got up early today and took my aunt to her doctor. I always go in the room with her so she doesn't forget something. Had a good apt. He refilled her med's and added a few extra as her nuropathy...

Well, this is different writing. I am mad at myself today for not paying more on my electric bill for the last 2 month's. It has really racked up and now i have to put a large down payment on it...

Well, had a great time last night w/ boyfriend. Made the spaghetti, we watched the movie. ALI with Will Smith in it. It was a really good movie. I did the shopping this time. He always does it...

Well, i had a semi hot shower and washed hair, still none came about the water heater, then i went out, it was so nice here today. Really didn't need a coat, i was hot in my coat. Cleaned up...

Well, i do feel a little better than i did this morning. Was just feeling sorry for myself. Took little nap and medicaited and i feel a lot better. I did backslid on the cookie front. Had son go to...

Well, ive been thinking about it and i think i am in a big old rut. I do the same thing's every day and it's not much. I'm hold up in this apt like a hermit. I don't listen to my music enough...

Well, i went to sleep about 1 or 2 a.m. and i am up at 4 a.m. watching infomercial's. They are the worst. So i just got up. Tried to sleep longer, it's a no go. So here i am journaling and playing on...

Went out with my aunt today, we only went to one place. i got a new pair of legging's for my b.day coming up they fit me just, we bought candy and jelly bean's. Passed up the cookie isle, got...

Well, finally i have a good report to journal about. OK got up super early yesterday and was ready to go and b.f. came at noon, we went to the court house and he got bad new's about the will and etc....

Got up super early to get ready to go out at noon. Have a long day ahead of me. Hope i can get it together in time as i am late for everything. Just wanted to journal real fast about feeling anxious...

Well this is pretty girlly, i love it, good color if it doesn't go black on it's own as it has before many times? Don't understand what is goin g on sometimes. Just got out of shower and dried hair...

Well, this is about yesterday, was a very long frustrating day. Took son first of all it took me 2 and a half hours to get ready. It's getting harder again for me to get out the door. Again....

Well, got up very early today, never know when i'm going to wake anymore. Son's mouth hurt's so bad and of course it's Sat and the Urgent care is closed till Mon. He still has some pain pill's but...