alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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just had a dream where i was trying to be part of a show and a fat guy who seemed to be the boss was very abusive to everyone he started to pick on me verbal abuse at a distencethe he got closer...
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im upset right now .ive worn myself out over the last few daysevey thing that made up my life has fallen away i have nothing ,i even see young couples togetherand i feel so old and i never even had a...
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dreamt i was in the past i was out by myself looking at an old show the woman next to me said are you here by yourselfi said i am always alone after i realised it was a friend i knew who killed her...
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today was the last day of going to hospitalthey said they will keep me on the books for 2 weeks incase i want to go back its up to me to fix things now .it always is reallyso today i feel its the...
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very drunk right now its an alterd state the person how i called my girlfriend is so far gone its a joke when we do talk its like a joke making sure we dont say anything to close i talk to friend...
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still having a hard time im very snappy right now because im upest really i feel i am out of control with my lifeand i see things passing and i know life is short its sort of the death thing...
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the point that has brought me back here is this i was told that i will have to go and work in germany but now im told finaly where it is ive been very ill in the past with a death fear .it set me...
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i dont type here much now not to say that i fell less confused i have just become more intrenal
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things are un clear im at an age where things should be stetled but they are notim in a jobbut its not paying i have some savings not alot and right now i am spending a lot of it towards a new job...
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going though a strange time i dont think i have anything to say .im very isolated and keep things inside and i am also very lonley
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felt alone tonight at the shops it was an achebut for who?? my girl?? is not here and she does not call she said she has a new phone with free air time she still does not call if i were...
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i got paid very little for the work i did this weeki thought i would be paid a lot more for the effort and long hours i didand it was a friend but noeven the guy i worked with thought i would be...
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Last night i dreamt i met louise i saw a girl on the erou vision song contest that reminded me of her so i dreamt her i had thought about her a few days agothe thought was if i met her to say i...
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i's when i came here i was not wellnot well at all i came here as a site i found to grasp at while i felt i may kill myself i needed help..i typed in self help groupand found this back then...
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text blocks kill me !!!! why do they never leave a gap if someone spoke to you with no gaps what would that sound like? an coma really does not do it look read this,now this read this...
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