felt alone tonight at the shops it was an achebut for who?? my girl??  is not here and she does not call she said she has a new phone with free air time  she still does not call if i were looking at myself form the out side id be saying she does not care cant you see that  so i guess i am saying that   i need a new directionthe only new thing in my life right now is the hospital  my life is quite sad i would not want to be me