alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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im drifting in to a very lonley area all my trying has ended
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long dream last nighti dreamt louise was back but not much had changed it was still as messed up as everand i was on the bad side of it all again in the dream i cryed so much cyed and cred when i...
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things going on i just dont feel i can talk about it ,its going no where anyway
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panic attacks
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not a great week im axsious and frustrated a bit confused im thinking very samll to get by .having relationship problems house problems with the crazy person living herehad some leg pain todaybut...
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life fact if you look nice its a red carpet come this way all the nice things are said and given to you if you are not in that box its f ck you
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the scitso in the house is getting a lot worse there trying to get him to see a doc meen time its awfull for everyone else
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its been a long day .i feel very empty i feel abandoned .i feel i need to be held but there is just huge space around mei feel like im drowning
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its been a long life so farand also so short feeling time is reaching way past the half way lineand its not worked out i could even die soonand i didnt even get anywhere i have friends or people...
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its been a very hard week .i went to belson didnt get to go to the memorial but i walked along the road out side the camp people say you cant hear birds sing while there there are trees everywhere...
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off to germany tomorrow ive been illdont want to gobut have to go this will be a hard time lots of new view points on life right now not many of them are good lots of bad dreams
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bad time i am ill goint to germany this week i feel un loved deserted work is bad new direction is lost its all very very bad right now
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having social problems had a few performing jobs at partysand clubs im feeling very very out of place .i feel im not part of scocity i cant cope with things like they all do .i just feel worse and...
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abuse group i joind because i got some spam saying that someone loved me the thought came to me vunaerable and how bad this would have hit me before how vunerble i was this stuff should not be...
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cut my drinking back by 50% i felt better for it ..back drinking tonight and i feel im more in contact with how i realy feel in side i am alone ,ive never managed to get away from that i...
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