alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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feeling alone if it were down to vids ect ,i could say,,,,, i am feeling un valued ectbut realy right now im alone no one is here so i should say ...why need to be with someone be who you are...
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pain yesi am in pain stillall that standing on saturday hes put me back to square one i got offered another music job and had to turn it down said i cant do it in lots of pain walking round the...
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the other day i had enough of being walked on and i took some action the same day i called my turkish girli wanted some sort of idea that it was still moving forward that there is at least...
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I leave the house at 5am tomorrow out till 2pm then go out again at 5pm then back in at 2am
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i did sort of another job today .if i had to explain it it would sound crazy.its a job where you do not workim used to working hard.today i did nothing and was paid well ive been offered other work...
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had a bad weekend i feel as if i have no more to say
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feeling very alone its as though i waited a year to feel it .ive been by myself a year i cant get away from this feeling .im liying to myself i am alone very very alone again and i know how...
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drinking to much to night but i feel pushed to much .i am wounded
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not on here much ive gone quiet reallytoday is april 1st fools daythe day she left me today i tryed to talk to her by text she didnt replyi saw her on line at the radio show she looked depressed...
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having awful dreams last night the worst bit was dreaming that i was looking at the news and it showed a man trapped by lava he had no where to escape to so tryed to walk acrossthe moving...
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ive had this thought a lotright now im the type that a cult would feed oni have no plan for my own life anymore .im lost i just want to feel wanted by anyone really.ive reached a dead end and i have...
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feeling alone and i now have no one to call they all dont care
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she went a year agoshe came here in janshe came here 3 weeks ago now i feel left more than the other times before i felt alone because she was gone now i feel LEFT its not good :( where the...
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feel pissed offthe way the turkish girl has just by passed me and i sold an item to someone i know 2 weeks agoi trusted them to pay and they haventnow they egnore me i feel im used and blanked ...
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trying to work out nounpro noun verb ect its so hard !!!its just like random words !!!!
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