alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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stupid idiot in the house that i neely had a fight withhas just thrown a pc monitor at the wall and stormed out
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looked at the test for teachingand found a site for dyslexic teachers suport and they were all saying they could not be accepted and even if they did have the qualificationsthey could not get work...
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I tryed to talk to 3 people today .it was a bad daynot one of them made time going for help is no use no one cares
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hard to write here i feel like why bother trying turkish girl rang tonightbut it wasnt a feeling of love she just needed a guest for her radio show i felt like she was just trying to book a...
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over the worst of this flulegs still ache i did better at work tonightbecause it was divided in to shorter sections had people saying i should become a teacher againafter my day in the post office...
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on top of all this i dont know how i feel about being left for a while i had what i thought was the things i needed but it all left me in the strangest way,i saw it coming and it walked out right...
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eating is a problemive eaten very little this weekeaten very little over the last 3 days tryed to east a few things tonight but i thew it in the bin and i feel sick from the bit i did eati dont...
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didnt do well at work tonight i hoped i would but i didnt .im still illdont really feel like typing much i have a few problems
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samadian always says let your self fall so i have i cut myself first time in years it hurts a lot the blade i found was far to old
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almost ended up in a fight in my own house this is not what i need i was threatend and this time i cant back down
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im emotionaly damagaed goods .im really fucked upim finnished
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whats wrong with me im crying for no reason
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im in such a mess ,i hate typing here ,,i cant say in words how i feel whats the point
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im so depressed and that is not the word with out hope
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just spent an hour one line talking with the tukish girl?? my girlfriend?? she called to tell me about her new job on radioshe tends to call when its about her ...she was saying how she likes it in...
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