alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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today was music mixing all day tomorrow band rehersal wen and thurs sound for a conferece on eco power friday band show sat maybe another show sunday off and inbetween is house madness
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ive worked hard to day on projects plus people causing me stress i woke so worn out that i felt i could not face the day i needed to sleap all day but i got up im awake nowso so many hours latter...
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woke and im really worn out i need to sleap all day but i cant
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email reply to me after talking ---- and no i dont think youre nuts!!! you're just driven by your emotions and you care about other people and their feelings - you have more of a female side than...
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dissconeted from reality would that be such a bad thing ?fuck it would be like a holiday but dissconected from self would be so much better
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ok when do i get out of this nut house
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some insanity would be a wellcome gift right now i really would like to be out of it all. this world can be side traked when your ill its like getting of the road the world moves on but you dont...
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its so hard to be of value to anyone no wounder i end up feeling worthlessits so frustrating ,i was so fucking used by my turkish girlgod shes so heartless its like this now ,if i dont get...
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lots of work today lots of stressfull things at the end of today i talked to the girl i like i talked about how i think about the world and thoughts and emotions i think i talked so deeply about how...
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im still very scared of life .i really am its so hard to face anything
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one day i will type about how great things are and wont be here anymore i would like to be loved again?.i would like to be held i would like to trust .i would like to feel that i can belive someone...
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when the outside gets badyou feel the inside more its like some kind of prison outside .its not to safe and you cant say anything so you have to be quiet and sayings inside ive done this before...
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YES THE PRESSURE IS UP!!!!!!! it is so UP
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pressure keeps going upin the house i wish i had a place to go
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ive gone off food i dont even feel hungerydidnt eat all day still wasnt hungery so thats now an extra on my list to go with the poor sleap nightmares have gone its replaced by very needy dreams...
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