alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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---m t: relationshipsm t: are so hardm t: i used to wish everyone were a spiritm t: and it was clear m t: everyone could feel and see every emotionm t: so it wasnt like this hidding behind curtains...
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its almost 3amgod knows why im up i dont see the point .im deaddidnt sleap well for the last 3 nightswaking at 4 am getting up early why im not worn out i dont know maybe i dont even care i feel...
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had it show to me how worthless i am to someone i thought may care at least a little i have now shut down .im not going to give any emotion to anyone
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inside im angery about how i have done so much for peopleand i am left and they dont even try its like an emotionless world
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not far from where i live its not nice here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VM6jRc6_Pfs
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Samaritans had a bad day todayi woke feeling bad and it hasnt left me cant cope with society.im not part of it and i see it all as a fake stage set i feel rejected by it and cant even fake my way...
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i woke bad and it didnt get a lot better worse in some ways i left the house and stayed out all day i didnt tell anyone i was going dealing with the world is quite hard its all turning...
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feeling alone
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thanks that helped so much Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Support Group back to how i wasStop Watching this Topic alantm View More Posts Im back to the same problem again .i changed for a...
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lots of rejection going onbut im coping i do feel aloneand it is hard but im still in one peice god knows how i feel so sad insidebut im still going
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odd i cut myself with a blade by accident today thats twice this week its so strange when that happens and you didnt meen it so strange that its not by plan you have no idea how ironic that is
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bad dreams im not in control .i have had flash thoughts of cutting slight panic about my isolation death ect
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i am affraid .i really ami cant keep this up anymore
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ive been here more than a year i got here in desperationand i would say i went even worse i go up and down things are not to great but i am betterbut i did cut myself just over a week ago how i...
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typing because i feel no one hears me .i am alone tonight and i do have feelings if i try to say how i feel i get hit with a wall of silence from everyone so im ment to shut upbut i still feel the...
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