alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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the news tonight saidthe are i live in is in the top 7 highest fire risk areas in europeits a petrol refinary ecthmmmmnot safe not good
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the other night at the show a guy was there who rights upreviews of shows he said he was very impressed with my playing and would write something on it i said yes do a lot of people think im dead...
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crazy crazy dreamspeople killed bodies ect lots of persicution?....picked on the distance from others its there all this crazy stuff but lots of it
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god ads screeeeeeem how the hell do i become part of this world
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Did another show tonight the only commenets were about me !i play drums easily .i was left thinking after if only life were that easy im feeling alone seeing the girl singer flirting with EVERYone...
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CONFUSING DAYS its like small things take over everything or am i just passing time doing stupid stuff eating vitamins stillhope its doing somethingdrank less tonight didnt feel i wanted to ...
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as for the SI thing i get flashes of it as a way out but it passes i have had a door closed on me the one that was ment to be always open the samaritains the lst reply was so uncaring that i...
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ive been missing my life with my girl ,..the girl i had the past been drinking a bit to much lattley its hard to stop .it stops the frears i have before sleap i really feel like ive walked to...
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my spine pains have been getting better but the last few days they are getting worse again ive been acting in the same ways as before sitting on the floor a lot and the side of my bed this is...
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lot and lots of dreams again in one dream i was seeing a doctor and he looked at my skin and said its dead you dont have enough Vitamin B i dont know what Vitamin does what ..maybe in my dream it...
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bad dreams and waking feeling awfull a lot so what dreams well i did end up going to the docs at one point because it got so so bad this is no way as bad as before but not to say i dont suffer...
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to have been something special to anyone
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stresses being alone and the idea i am un wanted myself image do i look a freak age.. im into a new age band of problems money ..my income is poor independence ..by removing myself from...
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im not doing well
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totally abandonded i hate this siteeveyone sleaps while i suffer im not emailing the samaritainsnot after the last reply i feel really cut off where the fuck do i turn now
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