alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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i am drunkwhat do i feel rejected i feel like im 7 back on that wall
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this is my page so ill say what i like i am alone that is something ive had to deal with a long time i dont act like other people you will have to cope with that i have to people who know me say...
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very odd days priotities seem very strange these daysim driffting went into town todaysaw a nice young girl pushing a pram ive noticed the young quite a lot these days i had an strange thought...
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me just talking on line to a person i know who NEVER EVER replys ....how sad is that i talk to a wall TODAY WAS OKm t: sister is back for 3weeks m t: then she is running off to cyrpusm t: to...
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today ...well this week mum is having problems with dadits the way he is so nasty and self centerdi told her today Every situation he just shuts off from he slams the door on everyone ive grown up...
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ok cutting thoughtsi dont have any now but when i last didwhat did i feelwhy visulise that--- it was like a dead endlike the last place to goor chasing a problem to the sorce like banging on the...
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sky look up and you see something more sky is like the way out no roof down here its all like a maze ,a trapthe sky above is like freedom also you look up and feel so smallbut up there is no limit...
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spent the last 2 days in my room really i have been out to the shops to pass by the normal people .im not themits like im some other speicies or some thing
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found the last samatitans reply toatly un suportive shockingly so
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went to work but nosed dived in mood i was f cked really bad down so squashed i was awfull to people .i almost had anger just before the mood crash im on the edge .i kept away from everyone i...
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The police came todaym t: the nut case was released and is back here m t: so they came related to him smashing up another house m t: he denied itm t: but they have witnesses m t: he agreed after he...
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still trying to live alone ive made some progress cutting myself off but i am alone and think i am missing life
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some pains today from my spine to my legs for a week or so they have really backed offbut its back some and im thinking is it the stress
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trying to build a stage set that folds up its a big task ..its a realy big set .i has to pack down smalland quick i have some of it done but still running in to problems so i had to scrap part...
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this sites not helping im falling as bad here as anywhere
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