alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
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totaly worn out today was a crazy dayim so worn out i cant even thinkso little sleaplots happened todayex even called but the crazyest thing is im going to a funneral on thursdayive been asked to...
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morning 6 am4 hours sleap my emotions are pullng at me so much
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awful night dreaming bad stuff i was screaming at my mum and day why did you do this why did you do that it upset me so much it was just like when i was ill before a long time ago i know but it...
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im feeling so isolatedand hopless i really am thinking of cutting myself again its like im forced to it i cant cope with feeling awfull again like before and it is just like before but after so...
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today MORE REJECTION and i am alone alone like before andi cant face that kind of alone again
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i feel like im slaming doors shut so much right now i feel like a ship that is sinking and the water tight doors have to close lots of rejection
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zvzq-eUN95A
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having dreams that are a messand im crying in themdreamt i wasbeing held last night and i needed it so much but its not real
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IM ALONE IN A PLACE OF BILLIONS OF PEOPLE WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
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i feel alone i am alone i know people dont get what i sayor how i DO feel they cant and i am still here with it so dont say its wrong dont say im an idiot dont say i look at it too much you...
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just got a reply after weeks !!! i asked prices on therapy in the uk ...i got this back!!my god its high ! my fee for assessment and therapy is £60 per hour
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my god look at the i's in lines its not like i dont notice themand i do feel oddbut i can do themjust gives me a shiver now and agian
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i cant find a group here to help me i cant email the smariatins anymoreit just feels stupid im afraidof life im afraid of dieing as such a failureof it being such a long road of nothingand it is
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feeling alone and a trapped anger or frustration legs are hurting me a lot again i even fell over tonight i need to find someone who cares about meive lost faith in everything around me god its...
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i made a few moves to tell this singer girl that i could be interested in her i got rejected thats quite bad to say her other dates STILL HAD GIRLFRIENDS !!!AND SHE WAS ON THE SIDE !! they were...
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