alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
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tonight hit with silence again more rejection without words am i so awful? i hate to be lead in and locked out,my life is like someone in a secreat garden
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thinking its not to long till i die how odd my life has been
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nut case is back in hospital busy days feeling a bit alone im a lot better than a while agoa few axisitey things
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bought a few expensive things for work the last 2 days one retails at £3000-4000i got for 240 +post the other £1500i got for 250 +post so £4500 for £490... i had to get themits like 1 tenth...
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nutcase is back herebeen here 3 days tesion is rising hes talked about a few things its clear hes the same this puts a strain on meits like a back ground tesion
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odd dreamthe basics of it wasi was by myself left while everyone else was having a great time
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the nut case is here every other day now they said he wouldnt be back but he is he says he will be out next week i hope not this is all to soon
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dreams of worries and my ex she looked nice but she wast intressed in me
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therapy counciling what ever they classed it as i have this memory of it and its this guy laughing a light hearted reactionto me being there to me it wasnt i was walking in traffic a bad frear of...
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wirist is healing quick sleapt better with out as much stressbut having a lot of past dreams some are awfullsome are just seeing people from the past what i feel about right now is quite...
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email to a friend did the funeralit went ok as far as someone died and everyone was destroyed by it could goi did ok with the tech side of the day.it really was so much better with the music and...
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9/11 what is it with death and me these daysive kept away and now its here all the time
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odd today the grave i saw the coffin and i knew someone was in it who had been dead for a week the family cried and girlfriend then they took it out side and buried it in a hole the poeple left...
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last few days ive had the ex ringing and me saying you dont love mefirst day as a new job to do going to a funeralmoney worries rejectiontalking to the samaritains the nut case is out a lot i...
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i cut my self 3 cuts only one is anything to notice i saw a model knife and my nails were dirty from today and i was cleaning my nails with it and then i thought what the helland i cut my wrist its...
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