alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
Offline
-
going to bed i dont want to dream still moments of stress where i think cutting may help i know that thinking isnt good
-
im living in such a strange way .im in a void and not panicing but i am in a void
-
dreams about old loves the love of my life as someone said about heri dreamt she was over wieght and nothing like i remembered . thought wow is that her shes not even my type anymore this was a...
-
feeling used by everyonei dont want to wake up
-
im on a date page .i have been for years and got know where its like throwing a bottle in the sea.I am alone
-
key words SISTER GONE OUT OF UKI took her glad they are out of house lots of work to dobut feel i am being used girl i like came down here but didnt even come to the door so i feel rejected she...
-
going to bed feeling im not of importance to anyone anymore stupid thing is the girl i liked ,loved?hasnt called at all in weeks the girl i like now says anything she can to push me off on to anyone...
-
as these days go by i type less about what is happing around me i drive my sister to the air port tomorrowshes leaving the uk under bad sercumstances its been a bad 2 weeks here lots of stresses...
-
reality is an ILLUSION or the other way round if you let it happenreality is a choice
-
so the question of who i am comes upi feel its 4 areas problem solving functioning self emotional self place in society self and societs view of who i amthe most personal due to the...
-
http://mountcope.wordpress.com/2009/03/15/coping-with-isolation-in-an-abusive-relationship/
-
now the hard work is out of the way for a while older issues are surfacing
-
6 hours sleap in 48 hours today was high pressuerway high stress the job was a lot more complex than they said it would be they said 4 people would do talks and vids it was 8 and it was chaos...
-
must say Last night was really bad for me so much stress i really did think of getting up to cut my arms to try and fix it someone who never had this problem would NEVER understand why that...
-
having a hard dayPLUS the big day tomorrow ive been let downso no i have to everything by myselfi would have to cope myself anway BUT i feel so much better if there were someone with me lots and...
dd