6 hours sleap in 48 hours  today was high pressuerway high stress the job was a lot more complex than they said it would be they said 4 people would do talks and vids it was 8 and it was chaos      over the last to days ive had worries on spellingslike last time they asked me to re name files i spellt   tonite  and made other errors as wellwhile people looked i said im worn out and brain dead   while driving there i knew it would happenand i thought last time say im dyslexicbut i couldnt they dont count that as reall so id just be labled as stupid anyway if i said that even though i was there doing a very complex jobmaybe i am just totay stupid  maybe im just good at things i can picture i cant do words greatso many things are wrong with me anyway why not just say i cant learn