alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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i really cant keep this up you know
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slept so bad ive canceled today
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charlet is niceim way stresssed
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charlet is niceim way stresssed
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strange events i went to a church againthis time i met a girl called charlet she is very nice we talk on line about things and out of the blue said she was a cutter in the past wow we have lots in...
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went to work tonight gald to be working but went right back in to social problems againi ended up sat by myself i do alone so much betteralso i dont like rejection at my door step
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a lot of past rolling up tonight i saw the front room as it was in 1970 and realised im still in the same place
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soon we were parked by the rivers edge in the shadow of a few old trees as the sound of the engine died and the vehiclecreaked to a holt .I looked across at her as she sat opposite me. The image of...
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i am a none cutter by choice
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a lot has gone on but cant really type it so key words mum told sitsters husbans off and hes gone away sitster is not happy here my parents are not good at being suportive they are better at...
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had a few days where i thought about writing to the samaritans but ive done that before and the replays are so roboticaly perdictable i can face anymore replys like that
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sick of fighting everyone
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datting really isnt working out so simple detached datting isnt working if you dont fancy them she knows i dont have attachment also trying to live like that just leaves you emotionaly empty its...
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things going on that are quite a big stepbut i cant talk about yet quite a big prsonalty jumpwhether this is a side of me that has risen out of abuse i dont know if it is good .i dont know i am...
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im becoming hostile to people .i can feel the door slaming coming i feel cheated by them and i feel isolation would be better away than to put up with the lies
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