alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
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feeling down and my pains are backand lots of house stress and emotional stress work stress its all wrong all wrong
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more aruments and stress here then on top of itmum got a card that had a letter and it read that her sister has cancer the same cancer that killed her dad so xmass is not really working out here my...
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feeling stable but blank feeling alone im making a joke of my self with people to seemfunny at the same time im hidding and also resenting being what they see me as and going along with the joke...
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lots of stress in the house to many small twists to talk about lots of things that im thinking and still im in silence still
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last night i really concidered going to the doctors thinking there really is something wrong with me and i should have a better life than i am living and i hate the way my mind thinks
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finding it hard to talk about how i feeland not being able to or feeling that it is pointless is a part of the problem also. feel ghost like people only react if i push a chair over and then they...
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not doing very well at living
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I am really in some strage life sytle nowive blocked out most things i just work im up stupid hours and my life has reversed i dont have a personal life i rarely leave the house if its unrelated...
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more and more working situation in the house has become more stressfull next week there are quite a few nights workits money but the situation is going to be crazyso god knows what will happen or it...
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4.23same kind of day a few things happendect good points for the future are very hard to list also things that make me happy are just a list of negative things that i hopewont happen
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today i thought i was doing betterin fact with all the stress i coped with today.i did do ok but not great i had to drive out of town today quite long way had to deal with a lot of stress i felt...
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thoughts on bi polar but i dont get huge highs i do get this going crazy thing and axiuois im i bi polar after all?????or im i just so confusing
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i cant even comunicate anymore my life is getting like a slab of concreat thats trapping me i am alive but im not living at all
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almost 5 am i woke exhusted and ran into lots and lots of stress people cant cope with me when they know how i sufrer to any extent they cant cope with even the simple stuff it makes me feel...
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m t: yes its 4.30 amm t: 6 hours ago i tryed to stop workm t: but more shit happenedm t: so i worked 12pm till 4amm t: on music for a band that has no players or workm t: for someone who has no...
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