alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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my alone self is kicking inits myold selfits like the one that can hold its breath under water.im finding myself with old thoughtslike old times. ive had a few days of drama with the exan impossible...
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tonight i went to a placeand the time i remember being there last i told a friendi had 27 cuts on meso the place wasnt that great for me to bethe place had not changed at allmakes you wounder if i...
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birds are singingim a bit pissed off about sleap after such a useless day
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working stupid amount of timefor nothingeven my mum is saying stop you will get illmay as well work what else will i do with my lifethe weeks has passed in one roomnow its a music playing weekendlast...
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feel worriedabout lifemiss my turkish exeven though it was very one sided with her i thought i had reached somewherethat it was all more eveni had gone through all the crap to reach this.i look back...
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confusing timesim working so hard on projects that i am blinkeredive have come nearly to the end of all the work i can doresearch wise anywayso its feeling a bit blank i have to go back to selling...
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nose divingi feel so f***ing bleeki stopped for a moment and put in to words what i feeland im f***edits a totall dead end
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early start tomorrow sound check at 10 amplaying at an out door festivali hope my legs cope
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how things have revertedthoughts on dark stuff all over these pages
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woke early and worked all day14 hours or soemotioanly im not getting what i need in life at allim filling life with workalots of past memories and flash thoughtsromaticaly im at a total lossi have no...
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had so many emotional dreams last night that ive woken earlyand confused.in the dreams i was emotionaly crippledand trying to not be seen its to long to explainevents last night set all this off
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yes drunk but not muchi dont do well on this site anymorethinking life is like running with no where to run toit sure as hell isnt goda few things going on in my headbut im past talking about...
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yip a bit drunk yet again sew mei had a very strong dream about louise the other nightits all the let downs with new love that had me thinking about old onesthe ex i miss the least is the one i spent...
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so im im a bit drunk againi didnt intend tobut it islast night i had a very real drram about louiseshe rang me oup and said hi you know who this isi said louiseshe said im im ringing about usi said...
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now she has erased me off face book:(
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