alantm

alantm

Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost

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    stopped working early to day 6pmi caught up on everythingthen life became awful i have worked and worked till all i know is workingto the point i am so worn down with it alland i got to a point that...
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    having a very hard time todayso worn outsoeverything.im screaming in my headi can feel it.its just silent and no one can hear mebut the screams are there  
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    had a bad moment this week while my sister was looking for her certificates form colage in the attic my school report cards were dug out. i didnt even know they were there i remember going home once...
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    i hate this site everyone is always asleep
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    real world relationships havecolapsed its all a big fucking mess now as big a mess as everyone gone can bereally its more like a hole sick of it all i really dont know what the game is anymorei think...
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    really dont know what to do nowi cant talk to anyoneall doors are closedi have a face book page with a small list of people that are ment to be friendsbut i cant talk to any of themA) i cant be...
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    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCXnJIAQd1o
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    i had hoped to spend my life with a nice girlas a wife eveni never thought i would spend my life alonebut really i always did think i would beand i am 
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    my close? friend has stopped talking to me because i said im to ill to workshes taken it as a personal dig at her ?????????????that just shows how fucked up everything isyes i am by myself
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    totally dead to lifewhere the fucks it goingyes im swearingi just have ran out of logical lists of words for it
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    lost my post screw all this
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    sadall i do is worki have personal life at all.im see as a jokeor turned away because i dont fit no of this makes me feel betteryes i can work and workbut i dont feel loved or cared forwhere is my...
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    more or less finaly finishedone of my projects atferyears. feel oddalso a bit lone   
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    im totally worn outlast few gigs playing ive be getting worse at playingthis one tonight i felt i couldnt finish the show the last few songsit would have been an easyer option to say if you cut your...
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    again working onlyworking to muchand aloneto much self talkway to muchand im going to bed alone fro all my past andpeople i thought were there 
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