going to bed its very latei wish i could say im going to bed happybut im not i could cry there is nothing tomorrow to look forward to eitherĀ i wish i could get off this trackĀ 

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It\'s okay to cry.... When I can cry, I always feel better afterwards....I hope you feel better soon. The holidays are so hard. Take good care of yourself. Love and hugs
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I echo what Boo says. I always avoid crying, but then when it happens I feel so much better. Relieved.

The holidays SUCK ASS!
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i didnt
so i just pushed on ,
im quite suprised that im upset
.but really i can see it
thereis a lot going on that i dont even
take stock off

ive stopped being upset because nothing changes
and there is no point to show it

im i acting normal
or am i going really wrong thinking this way?
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i don\'t think there is a wrong way.

i see it as perseverance - continuing on when it feels like nothing changes.