tomorrow i am turning down the job i could have improved my income lots  .i took some new pain killers that were on the tvand judged how well i did on them  i went for a run 2 milessomething i could not do  its to hard to explain why i feel i cant do this other job really its part im not up to itand part i dont want to be alone on the road again and i get a feeling that i had last time i was on the road things were a big mess then as wellmy health was destroyed right now i just need a few friends near me money will have to wait       

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deleted_user
deleted_user

i\'d say this is a very good decision.

i always get really anxious when i have to give someone news like this.

after you tell them, you will probably feel relieved.
deleted_user
deleted_user

telling will be ok
it was very stand off ish

but im not working the weekend
so i lose money staying here
things will change a lot this
year

the fall of the economy is hitting the uk badly
deleted_user
deleted_user

i spent a lot of today telling myself i will do this job

its a very close ran thing

some of it is like have i failed
i should be able to do this easy
.i could have done this job

but it just does not feel right to do it now