November 3rd CAN'T get Here Soon Enough !!!!

Where do I Begin ? Well... I Finally somehow got the Courage up to tell Him that We're " OVER ". It took Me a Long while to get up the Guts to have a " Break-Up " Talk with Him, especially since I had NO CLUE as to how He'd react. This Conversation happened back in September - I think it was... though, as far back as July I think I had told Him MANY Times that I've had ENOUGH of His RAGE !, and I can't Live with it Anymore ! As it worked out at First He was " supposed to " leave OCTOBER 3RD, but His supposed Place to Go fell through so I did the " decent thing ", and agreed to give Him Until November 3rd to find Another Place to go. Of course during this Time He kept driving Me NUTS by saying things like, " What IF I can't find Anywhere to Go by Then ? You could give Me till My Birthday in March 2011, Couldn't You ? " But, I held fast somehow, and stood my ground. I told Him that I didn't want to make it ANY later than November 3rd ! He would let go of the discussion for awhile, but not without throwing comments at Me to try His Best to make Me feel like I was being Terrible by NOT agreeing with Him ! He kept doing his best to make Me feel like I was the " Bad Guy " ! He even took things a Step further during a Lot of Our " Talks " by acting as if He had NO CLUE as to why I told Him that We're OVER ! I guess I shouldn't have been surprised at all by His attitude since even after the Times when He's Physically Hurt Me, He NEVER TRULY Apologized ! At least it's Never been what I'd call an " Apology ", since all He'd do would be make EXCUSES for His so-called " BAD MOOD " as IF that excused what He did to Me ! His EXCUSES would run from something as Trivial as having a Bad Headache, to being Tired and Feeling Stressed Out for some reason, or another ! I've got NEWS for Him ! EVERYONE has Moments when They don't feel that Great, BUT They DON'T take it out on the One that They've CLAIMED to LOVE by Physically HURTING THEM ! Sometimes after He had Hurt Me, I'd ask Him IF He was even Sorry for what He did to Me.... But INSTEAD of saying " YES ", He'd actually have the NERVE to try to Make ME feel Bad for asking Him about it ! He'd say something Very Lame like... " Leave the PAST in the PAST ! ", OR " Why are You ' Harping ' on that ? Are You Trying to ' Tick Me Off ' ? " He'd make Comments like that until I dropped the subject entirely, and I'd still be left WITHOUT an Apology from Him. In His Mind... NOTHING He does is EVER His Fault ! I can see that Very Clearly now... More than Ever before.
 I don't know HOW His New Girlfriend is going to put Up with His " Ways " !
She has NO IDEA what She's getting into ! LOL ... She'll find out Soon Enough, though.
I just don't get WHY - or even HOW - a Woman with 3 Young Kids can feel that it's OKAY to Move In a Guy that She's ONLY known for Maybe a Month, or Two !
It seems to Me that Maybe She's as NUTS as He is ! LOL
All I know for Sure is that I can't Wait to have My FREEDOM AGAIN !
NOVEMBER 3RD CAN'T COME SOON ENOUGH !
GOD PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO NEVER - EVER - GO DOWN THIS ROAD AGAIN ! I CAN NEVER EVER TAKE THAT MAN BACK INTO MY LIFE AGAIN ! I DESERVE MUCH BETTER ! I DESERVE TO BE SAFE, SECURE, AND NOT GET HURT !