vmarshall

Still have a major headache after 5 days now.  Really don't think the doctor will do anything about it so I'm going to wait it out a little longer.  Doug keeps buggin me for money.  I told him to...

Well, still have my headache from yesterday.  I think alot of my problem with wanting a quick relationship with Spanky is that the world is getting crazier by the minute.  We have tornados here all...

Found out yesterday that Spanky is a total liar and he's getting worse! Aunt Vicky told Brenda that Spanky was at my house swimming 2 weekends ago and Brenda blew a gasket.  She had just been...

Well, I realized last night that I haven't talked to Spank in 12 days, not the 5 that I was originally thinking.  It has been a week since the "confrontation" with JD.I'm starting to get a little...

Well, Spanky hasn't even tried to contact me after Rayna took charge of his life.  Don't know if he is afraid that i'm mad at him, doesn't have the number to call me anymore or just doesn't give a...

I sent Spank a text this morning just to say "wish you were here". She intercepted it and told me to leave her boyfriend alone.  I told her I was talking to him and if she had a problem with him...

Well, it's Thursday, the day that he knows I will be at his former roommate's house.  Will he actually show up like he said that he "might just do" or will he stay with her?  If he stays with her...

Well it's Tuesday.  Drove by his mom and dad's this morning and they are home.  They are either going away for the weekend or not at all since Jayda went back into the hospital.  Darn, I was...

I know, even though Spanky had opened my door and has his foot in it, I know he is still with Rayna.  I know that i'm worth more than a random splash in the pool.  I know I shouldn't make excuses...

Well, my plan of getting into his head worked! Last night at 11:15 he sent me a text and wanted to come over to go swimming with me.  She was out with friends and he wanted to get out and see me. ...

Well, when I least expected it, he called on Friday.  My phone was off cause my battery was dying.  Checked it at 3:30 and he had called to see where the stuff was in his truck.  He said that he...

My mind has been wandering alot today do far.  Was driving to a meeting in town and saw that there were 2 extra vehicles outside of his house.  The first thought was, they are having an orgy.  She...

I'm sitting here wondering today when or if Spanky will ever come back to me.  I think of him 10,000 times a day and wonder if he even thinks of me once a day anymore.  He is in his new life with...

I still can't believe that Spanky is with Rayna.  I had hopes that he would start to see thru her by now.  Saw them arguing in the street on Saturday and I had to giggle to myself.  Unfortunately...

Well, he  never responded to my text.  Either he does truly hate me now, has blocked me from his phone or has deleted my number.  I realized I was toxic to myself and don't want to put anyone else...