vmarshall

Well it's Tuesday.  Drove by his mom and dad's this morning and they are home.  They are either going away for the weekend or not at all since Jayda went back into the hospital.  Darn, I was...

I know, even though Spanky had opened my door and has his foot in it, I know he is still with Rayna.  I know that i'm worth more than a random splash in the pool.  I know I shouldn't make excuses...

Well, my plan of getting into his head worked! Last night at 11:15 he sent me a text and wanted to come over to go swimming with me.  She was out with friends and he wanted to get out and see me. ...

Well, when I least expected it, he called on Friday.  My phone was off cause my battery was dying.  Checked it at 3:30 and he had called to see where the stuff was in his truck.  He said that he...

My mind has been wandering alot today do far.  Was driving to a meeting in town and saw that there were 2 extra vehicles outside of his house.  The first thought was, they are having an orgy.  She...

I'm sitting here wondering today when or if Spanky will ever come back to me.  I think of him 10,000 times a day and wonder if he even thinks of me once a day anymore.  He is in his new life with...

I still can't believe that Spanky is with Rayna.  I had hopes that he would start to see thru her by now.  Saw them arguing in the street on Saturday and I had to giggle to myself.  Unfortunately...

Well, he  never responded to my text.  Either he does truly hate me now, has blocked me from his phone or has deleted my number.  I realized I was toxic to myself and don't want to put anyone else...

Broke down and sent him a text to see if he hated me after sending him that last text last Tuesday.  He has not responded.  I want to die.  I can't have him hate me. I don't know what i am going...

Well, I made it thru a Tuesday.  You didn't bother calling or texting me.  You must be either still mad at me from last Tuesday or decided to forget me period.  I hope that it's not the later or...

Well, I turned stalkerish today and drove by your house.  You weren't there. You weren't at your parents.  Drove by the ex-in-laws and saw you weren't there either.  Headed back towards Janeen' s...

Found out a few things recently.  Spanky lied to his boss saying that he needed "emergency family time" due to the flood.  What?  If it was a family emergency, dont you think Pappa Ronnie would...

Well, found out last night from Sean that Spanky more than likely didn't go to work last night.  He said that he saw Spank's jeep outside EMA.  What would he be doing there?  They didn't need...

Well, he did the every Tuesday thing again.  He called me asking me a stupid question that he KNEW the answer to, pretty much just to see if I would respond.  I shouldn't have answered the phone...

Just saw the pictures on Spanky's myspace page of him and Rayna.  they are all over eachother and it makes me SICK!  He wanted to "talk to me" on Tuesday, right. Probably rub it in my face and tell...